Stuck

I'm afraid. The season of summer is coming to it's end and I'm full of fear. Everyone is buying their dorm stuff, packing up and getting ready to head off on this new adventure. I feel stuck. I feel like I'm in the exact same place and I HATE it. I can't see what God's doing, at all.

I know what he's asked me to do here at home.....so, 1/2 of the equation is set and ready to go and I'm excited about that part of my future. As for the rest of it, it's still at a standstill and it hurts to say so. I want to be in a place of trusting, it's hard though...it's SO hard.

I know he is going to come through. I don't know how and I don't know when, but I pray and I hope that it's soon. God, please let it be soon.